
I wish you weren't so nice to me.
Just to make me stop liking you so much.
I wish you would ignore me.
Just to stop me from hoping.
I wish you were mean to me.
Just so I'd remember the past.
I wish I never met you.
Just so that I wouldn't know what I lost.
I wish I never came here.
Just so that it would be easier to handle.
I wish I was never born.
Just so that I could stop hurting like this.
I wish you could see me for who I am.
Just so that I'd know that all hope was lost.